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29 July 超经典...I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love be everything that you need. I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do.. I will be strong I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on a new beginning. A reason for living. A deeper meaning. Yeah.. I wanna stand with you on a mountain, I wanna bathe with you in the sea. I wanna lay like this forever, Until the sky falls down over me. And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky, I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry.. The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty. That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of.. The highest powers. In lonely hours. The tears devour you.. I wanna stand with you on a mountain, I wanna bathe with you in the sea. I wanna lay like this forever, Until the sky falls down over me... Oh can you see it baby? You don't have to close your eyes 'cause it's standing right before you. All that you need will surely come... I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy. I'll be your hope, I'll be your love, be everything that you need. I'll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do... I wanna stand with you on a mountain, I wanna bathe with you in the sea. I wanna lay like this forever, Until the sky falls down over me... I wanna stand with you on a mountain, I wanna bathe with you in the sea. I wanna live like this forever, Until the sky falls down over me... 01 July 犯懒进入懒惰期， 什么都懒得做。 懒得加班懒得argue,懒得convince people。 下了班懒得聊天懒得social该打的电话也懒得打。
Lunch time 连大楼都不像出， 被同事拉出去都懒得反抗， 貌似都没有那个妈妈级的Korean girl 动力足。
好多事情该着手做， 就是没有动力没有方法。 骗自己说问题自然水到渠成， 其实自己都不完全相信。
还有。。。一天睡4，5个小时， 看来觉也懒得睡了。。。
17 June 金三顺的价值观去爱吧，像不曾受过一次伤一样;
跳舞吧，像没有人欣赏一样;
唱歌吧，像没有任何人聆听一样;
干活吧，像不需要钱一样;
生活吧，像今天是末日一样。
有她的一半就会开心很多哦 ^ ^ 01 May some thoughtsAn Italian girl just started working here on the other side of the office. Young, exotic and VERY pretty. Looks like just walking out of a painting.
No wonder why the atmosphere is slightly different over there...I guess lots of ppl are watching. haha
She has been working 2 yrs in Milan, so I guess we will be the same age.
But I don't know why I'm feeling a little older now...Or maybe I am just getting bored here :P
Always think about different things...change a job, or going back to school again...
There are so many other things in life...I guess I just have to do it...Since life is so short...
18 April PUCAD用到一半， 不停要用到purge...忽然异想天开， 要是能把自己也purge就好了。
免得天天N多感触，N多想法。
要只留下sweet memory, 只朝着positive的方向努力。
那种踏实和放松的感觉， 好像很久都没有了呢  12 March Decision? Choice??Decision is to select after certain consideration. (constrained)
Choice is to select freely. (reasonless) 一直也没有分清Decision 和Choice的区别， （May和Sharon应该比我清楚点吧。。。
）总之最近一直在彷徨犹豫。 什么时候回家， 回家做什么去什么地方。。。
如果此为表面问题， 那么现象下面的问题又是什么呢？
20 February perfectionist vs rationalistH 说跟着尼克是个perfectionist, 跟着他做项目要适时说no和complain. 不然他就会不断加码， assume我待到和他一样晚...
果然如此， 两个星期下来，成绩有目共睹， 但头痛肩膀痛是谁都看不到的。
我看我还是作rationalist好了， 一定的时间内为项目作最大的努力， If time is up, just do my best, then that's it.
毕竟... Life>work
15 February a break at workNeed a balance...between work and life, friends and love. Between understanding and being understood… Between trying hard and staying satisfied.
Everyday is so different now, can be as bright and romantic as heaven, can be stressful and tough as end of world… a challenge to the mind and heart … Deep breathe, think, relax…back to myself J 10 February Lovesick..Someone got boatsick, someone got bloodsick. and this guy really got lovesick. Maybe he's real sick...dizzy, tears from nowhere, almost fall apart. Maybe going to the hospital later is better. Why so much strong feelings...I knew exactly how it works, so sometimes I would rather it's cooler and emptier inside. But it's hard not to get infected. Sorry, feel silly now...cheer up later :) 25 December 其实是被别人的故事感动最近有点sensitive, 一点点小情小景就会有小感动，真的不像我。 说不清楚干脆抄笑忘书过来  没 没有蜡烛 就不用勉强庆祝 没 没想到答案 就不要寻找题目 没 没有退路 那我也不要散步 没 没人去仰慕 那我就继续忙碌 * 来 来 思前想后 差一点忘记了怎么投诉 来 来 从此以后 不要犯同一个错误 * 将 这样的感触 写一封情书 送给我自己 感动的要哭 很久没哭 不失为天大的幸福 将 这一份礼物 这一封情书 给自己祝福 可以不在乎 才能对别人在乎 有 一点帮助 就可以对谁倾诉 有 一个人保护 就不用自我保护 有 一点满足 就准备如何结束 有 一点点领悟 就可以往后回顾 从开始哭着嫉妒 变成了笑着羡慕 时间是怎么样爬过了我皮肤 只有我自己最清楚 让我亲手 将 这样的感触 写一封情书 送给我自己 感动的要哭 很久没哭 不失为天大的幸福 就好好 将 这一份礼物 这一封情书 给自己祝福 可以不在乎 才能对别人在乎 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o074kve6LwQ&feature=related 06 November From Schematic Design to Extended Design Development...9个人的team, 为期18个月的项目， 进入公司10个月来想想看周围竟然有这么多drama发生：F got d…v…, IK got 2nd pregnancy (baby girl this time!), and Y got an incoming wedding! 我和另一个Chinese和一个Korean 算是木有太大新闻滴… 除了忙项目就是忙着备wedding present… 又一个冬季来临……没来由的忽然感慨， 奇迹要靠努力才会发生 J 21 October Too tense?deadline after deadline, 周末做梦竟然都在跑 marathon, 跑到最后遇到很大的阻力，然后一个熟悉的人过来拉了一把 ,终于跑完。 醒来比睡觉之前还累， 在想是不是time to take a break?  03 July LOVELOVE两首美丽的诗,前面这首是刚刚发现的,不确定是谁写的.后面的是原版的.但都很美丽.
the reason of the beauty, probably it's just represent a feeling coming from the deep inside heart, of every lonely soul.......
The most distant way in the world
———— I don't know who wrote this one
The most distant way in the world 世界上最远的距离
is not the way from birth to the end. 不是生与死的距离 it is when i sit near you 而是我站在你的面前 that you don't understand i love u. 你却不知道我爱你 The most distant way in the world 世界上最远的距离
is not that you're not sure i love u. 不是我站在你的面前 你却不知道我爱你 It is when my love is bewildering the soul 而是爱到痴迷 but i can't speak it out. 却不能说我爱你 The most distant way in the world 世界上最远的距离
is not that i can't say i love u. 不是我不能说我爱你 it is after looking into my heart 而是仔细观察我的心底 i can't change my love. 却不能改变我对你的爱 The most distant way in the world 世界上最远的距离
is not that i'm loving u. 不是我不能说我想你 it is in our love 而是彼此相爱 we are keeping between the distance. 却一直在保持距离 The most distant way in the world 世界上最远的距离
is not the distance across us. 不是彼此相爱 却不能在一起 it is when we're breaking through the way 而是明明无法抵挡这一股气息 we deny the existance of love. 却还得装作毫不在意 So the most distant way in the world 世界上最远的距离，
is not in two distant trees. 不是树与树的距离 it is the same rooted branches 而是同根生长的树枝 can't enjoy the co-existance. 却无法在风中相依 So the most distant way in the world 世界上最远的距离
is not in the being sepearated branches. 不是树枝无法相依 it is in the blinking stars 而是相互了望的星星 they can't burn the light. 却没有交汇的轨迹 So the most distant way in the world 世界上最远的距离
is not the burning stars. 不是星星之间的轨迹 it is after the light 而是纵然轨迹交汇 they can't be seen from afar. 却在转瞬间无处寻觅 So the most distant way in the world 世界上最远的距离
is not the light that is fading away. 不是即将消逝的灯光 it is the coincidence of us 而是我们的偶遇 is not supposed for the love. 不能归属于爱
So the most distant way in the world 世界上最远的距离
is the love between the fish and bird. 是鱼与飞鸟的之间的爱情 one is flying at the sky, 一个飞翔在天 the other is looking upon into the sea. 一个却深潜海底 The furthest distance in the world
—— Rabindranath Tagore
The furthest distance in the world 世界上最远的距离
Is not between life and death 不是生与死的距离 But when I stand in front of you 而是我站在你的面前 Yet you don’t know that I love you 你却不知道我爱你 The furthest distance in the world 世界上最远的距离
Is not when i stand in front of you 不是我站在你的面前 Yet you can’t see my love 你却不知道我爱你 But when undoubtedly knowing the love from both 而是明明知道彼此相爱 Yet cannot Be togehter 却不能在一起
The furthest distance in the world 世界上最远的距离
Is not being apart while being in love 不是明明知道彼此相爱 But when plainly can not resist the yearning 却不能在一起 Yet pretending 而是明明无法抵挡这股想 You have never been in my heart 却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里 The furthest distance in the world 世界上最远的距离
Is not plainly can not resist the yearning 不是明明无法抵挡这股想念 But using one’s indifferent heart 却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里
To dig an uncrossable river 而是用自己冷漠的心对爱你的人掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠 For the one who loves you (From Jenny) 20 June 相濡以沫，相忘江湖世界上只有两种可以称之为浪漫的情感： 一种叫相濡以沫，另一种叫相忘于江湖。 交往之间，充满了犹疑忐忑的不确定与欲言又止的矜持,
回首往事的时候，想起那些如流星般划过生命的爱情，
我们常常会把彼此的错过归咎为缘份，其实说到底，
缘份是那么虚幻抽象的一个概念,真正影响我们的，
往往就是那一时三刻相遇与相爱的时机！
在对的时间，遇见对的人，是一种幸福！ 在对的时间，遇见错的人，是一种悲伤！ 在错的时间，遇见对的人，是一声叹息！ 在错的时间，遇见错的人，是一种无奈！ 回忆的花瓣掠过心湖，泛起片片涟漪, 爱不是千言万语，也不是朝朝暮暮， 爱是每当午夜梦醒时，发现内心牵挂的依然是远方的你！
转载- 左手牵风 25 April King, Warrior, Magician, Lover They define the four mature male
archetypes -
the King (the energy of just and creative ordering),
the Warrior (the energy of self-disciplined,
aggressive action),
the Magician (the energy of initiation and transformation), and
the Lover (the energy that
connects men to others and the world) -From Rediscovering the Archetypes of the Mature Masculine by Robert Moore and Douglas Gillette 好友M推荐的。M认为这4种因素同时存在于每个人， 只是会有一个特征明显一点。 在M看来我像Warrior多一点-very self-disciplined, (but of course not agrressive, hehe). very reliable to friends, but 有时候就是不能像Magician, Lover那样Relax, Enjoy, and Have fun -果然知己！ 我总结M则是King 和Magician的综合体。。。待续 17 March 晚上把自己锁到外面了…最近就是跟房子过不去， 一会儿Lease有问题， 一会儿又丢家门钥匙， 找房子进展不大…跟原室友聊天， 她的经历更为坎坷: 笔记本Down掉， 3年的文件都被格式化， 包括准备申请英国工作的作品集…生活怎么这么不易呢? 是我们神经太过敏感? 还是我们都需要一点Good Luck? 15 March 晚睡早起工作刚好两个月。 真正Full-time也就一个月，但是感觉好像很久的样子。新鲜的感觉还很强烈。Exicting sometimes, boring sometimes, stressful most of the time…最大的收获是看到学到了很多东西，同时也看到差距。 看看成绩， 最多给自己打75分，特别一碰到技术细部问题就被打回原型， 真有点担心会不会让人失望了... 29 December Another Happy New Year!Another Happy New Year - Big Wish Time. I am expecting something
"out of control" to happen. Something that is extraordinary. Is it
too much to ask for? A good attitude may be all I need, and then what I have
been expecting will just come eventually. Good luck for 2007! 一年真的好快阿。想想去年的New Year， 还有前年的，仿佛就是昨天一般。就连所作的事情都是满相似的 - Shopping, travelling, moive, dinner, party... 只是每次心情都有不同...就是所谓的"物是人非"么? 呵呵，有点点伤感了，如果一直向前追，就应该可以把以前的愉快不愉快都通通忽略掉了...毕竟新年的愿望还是要许的呢！ 15 December Can writing thesis be as easy as writing space~~Guess I didn't inherit
my dad's talent at all...He always writes beautiful words, but not me... 12月中旬Job hunting, Interview, Final defense, Working applicaition... 一路走来， 努力与尽力，不断取舍，选择，放弃...有时候明明知道很可能不是最好的，但却是不舍得错过的。 一个人能有几份心，新工作还未知，Old Job竟然又有出错，终于明白不是什么都能做到。想到那个做了一个夏天就走掉的J和做了一个月就走掉的A。能坚持到现在80%因为有M, 现在M也在5年之后开路，我想我离开的也正是时间。。。 只想要开心。。。 Got a fortune cookie says "The hard times will begin to fade, Joy will take their place. " Good sign. hum? Went through Job hunting, Interview, Final defense, Working application... Keep choosing, rejecting, making decision...Sometime just don't have time to have pity on myself. How many things can I handle at one time? Stay calm, stay cool. Even making mistakes. At least I am growing~ |
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