sophia

 

 

I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living. A deeper meaning. Yeah..

I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea.
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down over me.

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of..
The highest powers. In lonely hours. The tears devour you..

I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea.
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down over me...

Oh can you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes 'cause it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love, be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do...

I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea.
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down over me...

I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea.
I wanna live like this forever,
Until the sky falls down over me...

 

 

进入懒惰期， 什么都懒得做。 懒得加班懒得argue,懒得convince people。 下了班懒得聊天懒得social该打的电话也懒得打。

Lunch time 连大楼都不像出， 被同事拉出去都懒得反抗， 貌似都没有那个妈妈级的Korean girl 动力足。

好多事情该着手做， 就是没有动力没有方法。 骗自己说问题自然水到渠成， 其实自己都不完全相信。

还有。。。一天睡4，5个小时， 看来觉也懒得睡了。。。

 

 

 

An Italian girl just started working here on the other side of the office. Young, exotic and VERY pretty.  Looks like just walking out of a painting.

No wonder why the atmosphere is slightly different over there...I guess lots of ppl are watching. haha

 

She has been working 2 yrs in Milan, so I guess we will be the same age.

But I don't know why I'm feeling a little older now...Or maybe I am just getting bored here :P

 

Always think about different things...change a job, or going back to school again...

There are so many other things in life...I guess I just have to do it...Since life is so short...

 

 

 

CAD用到一半， 不停要用到purge...忽然异想天开， 要是能把自己也purge就好了。

免得天天N多感触，N多想法。

要只留下sweet memory, 只朝着positive的方向努力。

那种踏实和放松的感觉， 好像很久都没有了呢

一直也没有分清Decision 和Choice的区别， （May和Sharon应该比我清楚点吧。。。）

总之最近一直在彷徨犹豫。 什么时候回家， 回家做什么去什么地方。。。

如果此为表面问题， 那么现象下面的问题又是什么呢？

 

 

 

H 说跟着尼克是个perfectionist, 跟着他做项目要适时说no和complain. 不然他就会不断加码， assume我待到和他一样晚...

果然如此， 两个星期下来，成绩有目共睹， 但头痛肩膀痛是谁都看不到的。

我看我还是作rationalist好了， 一定的时间内为项目作最大的努力， If time is up, just do my best, then that's it.

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